1. |
Event Horizon
04:14
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Event Horizon
Verse:
Fallen into dissociation
Brought down by an unknown force
Redshifted consciousness
Prolongs the pain they'll never see
Chorus:
Crossing the forbidden boundary
Floating in the darkness of my mind
Whispers remind me of insecurity
Point of no return - the outside left behind
Verse:
Agitation Frustration
Confusion Hatred
Belligerence and Apathy
Await me in this ominous limbo
Chorus:
Crossing the forbidden boundary
Floating in the darkness of my mind
Whispers remind me of insecurity
Point of no return - the outside left behind
Bridge:
Drawn into the void, the unknown frontier
And I, fear, there's no way out
My last chance to introspect
To pre-, pare, for what lies ahead
Chorus:
Crossing the forbidden boundary
Floating in the darkness of my mind
Whispers remind me of insecurity
Point of no return - the outside left behind
Bridge:
Drawn into the void, the unknown frontier
And I, fear, there's no way
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2. |
Frustration
02:52
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Frustration
Verse 1:
Thrown into this hell
Full of greedy mongers
A pretentious, selfish cesspool
Breeding corporate fucks
Pre-chorus 1:
Insufferable peers
Condescending looks
Chorus:
The rage it boils inside me, I have reached the end
My patience has its limit - I will not pretend
About to self-destruct and take all else with me
Frustration takes my vision. Regret, I can't see.
Verse 2:
Unable to explain
My mental processes
Misinterpreting my words
To throw back in my face
Pre-chorus 2:
This impasse
Will escalate
Chorus:
The rage it boils inside me, I have reached the end
My patience has its limit - I will not pretend
About to self-destruct and take all else with me
Frustration takes my vision. Regret, I can't see.
Bridge:
Tragedy befallen me, concentrated misery
augmented reality, searching for my destiny
Verse 3:
Without ambition
Can't put words to action
Level-headed to a fault
Urgency is elusive
Pre-Chorus 3:
Can't break out
Of this cycle
Chorus:
The rage it boils inside me, I have reached the end
My patience has its limit - I will not pretend
About to self-destruct and take all else with me
Frustration takes my vision. Regret, I can't see.
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3. |
Hatred
02:48
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Hatred
Verse 1:
Heartless creature born of sin
Ugly mold of human complexion
Psychotic obsession with God within
Coerce others with manipulation
Chorus:
Your words, to me, all hold no meaning
Your actions, a guise, for your hypocrisy
you put, the blame, on other things
Deserving, hatred, your dishonesty
Verse 2:
Preaching untruths about tolerance
Practicing subtle bigotry
uttering prayers to rationalize
Injustices you've done to others
Chorus:
Your words, to me, all hold no meaning
Your actions, a guise, for your hypocrisy
you put, the blame, on other things
Deserving, hatred, your dishonesty
Verse 3:
Dense selfish, inconsiderate bitch
Degrade others for what you wish
Without the soul on which you depend
Your reign of terror meets its end
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4. |
Confusion
04:07
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Confusion
Verse:
Chaos in my head, screening memories
Slamming down my fist, convulse in agony
I don't undestand, what you want with me
Hold me close to you, just to cut me free
Pre-Chorus:
The confusion is tearing me apart
The delusion violates my mind
The seclusion blends these bitter parts
My infusion of this lethal dose
Chorus:
I am spinning out of control
Cannot escape from this hellhole
Verse:
Darkness constricts me, bleeding from the eyes
Pessimistic view, ensures my demise
Self-inflicted pain, distressed painful cries
Fallen on deaf ears, left me traumatized
Pre-Chorus:
The confusion is tearing me apart
The delusion violates my mind
The seclusion blends these bitter parts
My infusion of this lethal dose
Chorus:
I am spinning out of control
Cannot escape from this hellhole
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5. |
Belligerence
03:54
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Belligerence
Verse:
Toxic
Foul
Vile
Maniac
Down in hell
You will burn
Pre-chorus:
Fill this house up full with hate
Mentally sick parasite
Tensions rise when you lash out
Aggression is the price you'll pay
Chorus:
To have such audacity to mistreat family
Verbally abuse children who do not agree
Narcissistic prick with childlike mentality
You are the cause for this household instability
Fuck off
Fuck off
Fuck off
You shitty facade of a father figure
Verse:
Deranged
Selfish
Hostile
Scumbag
We will not
Back down
Pre-chorus:
Fill this house up full with hate
Mentally sick parasite
Tensions rise when you lash out
Aggression is the price you'll pay
Chorus:
To have such audacity to mistreat family
Verbally abuse children who do not agree
Narcissistic prick with childlike mentality
You are the cause for this household instability
Fuck off
Fuck off
Fuck off
You shitty facade of a father figure
Bridge:
No more of your abuse
We are not here to use
No more of your abuse
We are not here to bruise
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6. |
Ephemeral Respite
01:44
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7. |
Apathy
03:51
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Apathy
Verse:
Searching for passion in
A monochrome world
A false sense of frutition
Just to fill the mold
Chorus:
Blocking everything out
I turn my back to the cold, fast-paced world
Embrace indifference
Desensitize the wounds that I have yet to feel
Post-Chorus:
Nothing moves me
Dead inside
One-track mind
Repressed emotions
Verse:
Feigning enthusiasm
Drains life from me
Enduring the superficial
To survive society
Chorus:
Blocking everything out
I turn my back to the cold, fast-paced world
Embrace indifference
Desensitize the wounds that I have yet to feel
Post-Chorus:
Nothing moves me
Dead inside
One-track mind
Repressed emotions
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8. |
Dysphonia
03:51
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Dysphonia
Verse:
My throat tightens involuntarily
Trepidation is now all I can feel
Bedlam in my brain, thoughts dissipate
I need to disappear from this place
Chorus:
I hear the white noise
Ringing in my ears
The cry for help
Is trapped in my lungs
Verse:
Self-conscious movements towards my escape
Sense of belonging not menat to be
Arrogant eyes, they stare back at me
Exposed to this level of toxicity
Chorus:
I hear the white noise
Ringing in my ears
The cry for help
Is trapped in my lungs
Bridge:
Dys-pho-nia
Dys-pho-nia
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9. |
Agitation
04:22
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Agitation Lyrics
Verse 1:
Insecurity festers in my heart
Picking my tranquility apart
Internalized affliction
Intiates my self-destruction
Chorus:
Reality tightens its grip on me
Slow to react, missed opportunity
Brainwashed by authority
Struggling as my own entity
Post-chorus:
Why can't I be as good as them?
This lack of ambition and drive
Is all my fault - I can't take it
Why am I like this? I detest myself
Verse 2:
Crushed under the pressure
of an uncertain future
Expectations for me not met
I just want to soon forget
Chorus:
Reality tightens its grip on me
Slow to react, missed opportunity
Brainwashed by authority
Struggling as my own entity
Post-chorus 2:
I didn't know what I was doing
I"m sorry I didn't mean to
End up a huge fucking disappointment
and I feel such inferiority
-Bridge-
Chorus:
Reality tightens its grip on me
Slow to react, missed opportunity
Brainwashed by authority
Struggling as my own entity
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10. |
Anodyne Mynd
07:38
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Anodyne Mynd
Verse:
Forgoing the curiosity which gives life
Remaining ignorant of the surrounding world
An infectious, apathetic mindset
Such is the anodyne mind
Chorus:
Undeserving of the pleasant life I was given
Forced to bear the burden of wasted resources
i am nothing, but a waste of space
A worthless, parasitic, pathetic excuse of life
Fuck you, dysfunctional human being
Verse:
The dagger pierces his soft flesh of emotion
Inflammed, sensitive nerves shriek in pain
Anodyne mind in overdrive, resorts to self-harm
Smash, bash, scrape, cut, to take the pain away
Chorus
Undeserving of the pleasant life I was given
Forced to bear the burden of wasted resources
i am nothing, but a waste of space
A worthless, parasitic, pathetic excuse of life
Fuck you, weak despicable human being
Bridge:
I know you're disappointed in what I've become
You cannot embrace my static and disorder
Losing you to the dark void of apathy
I'm sorry I'm like this I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Chorus
Undeserving of the pleasant life I was given
Forced to bear the burden of wasted resources
i am nothing, but a waste of space
A worthless, parasitic, pathetic excuse of life
Torment
Bludgeoning me
Help
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11. |
Grief
03:40
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ANODYNE MYND Boston, Massachusetts
One-man metal project from Boston, Massachusetts.
Teddy Shao -Guitars/Bass/Vocals/Drum Programming
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